Creativity

When Brian and I first formed Faith Passage and began playing music and singing, I told him very clearly that I was NOT a creative person, and that there was no way I could write songs. We then proceeded to write 15 or so songs over the next 6 months – and all the while I insisted that I still wasn’t a songwriter, nor was I one of “those people” – the creative type. Recently we took a little break and attempted to re-group and write again. I tend to put a lot of pressure on myself when it comes to writing. I often ask questions of myself like “what if this isn’t good enough” or “what if this is sounds stupid.” This self-doubt is enough to make a songwriter just hang it up. At times I am intimidated by Brian’s amazing skill and creativity. He is a truly gifted guitarist and is constantly honing his craft and pushing himself to be better. He always reassures me and helps me to believe in my writing and singing…but there is always a hint of self-doubt that I allow to creep in. Recently, Joe Boyd, teaching pastor at Vineyard Cincinnati, tweeted about a new book by his good friend Todd Henry called “The Accidental Creative.” I began following Todd Henry on Twitter and have kept up with all of the buzz that has been surrounding this book. This morning, Todd Henry was at church talking with Joe (and to all of us) about the subject of creativity and how each of us has this creative side to us. He explained creativity in a way that I had never thought of it myself. We are all creative in so many different ways…and we are all made in the image of God – and we should act on the things – those creative things – that God has put on our hearts. (Obviously Todd put it much more eloquently than I am able to do here). The thing that stuck with me the most was the concept of “dying empty.” If we fail to act on those creative things that God has put on our hearts, they are no good after we are gone. We should do what we can while we are alive to explore those things and to express them – to empty ourselves of them.  We left church and went directly to Barnes and Noble to buy “The Accidental Creative” and I can’t wait to read it. This evening, Brian and I wrote our latest song together…one that has been in the works for months but has never really gelled until tonight. I believe that this was the first time in our creative process that I was able to let go of my fears and anxiety as we created and just let it happen. I am so grateful from all of the influences in my life – to those who believe in me more than I do, who inspire with ideas, who listen and give feedback, and especially to those who take the time to be creative themselves.

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8 comments on “Creativity

  1. It has been such an enjoyable experience watching your transition from not believing in yourself to unleashing your creativity and I can’t wait to read Todd’s book also.

    Let’s not die full!

  2. […] Creativity (via Lift Up A Voice) When Brian and I first formed Faith Passage and began playing music and singing, I told him very clearly that I was NOT a creative person, and that there was no way I could write songs. We then proceeded to write 15 or so songs over the next 6 months – and all the while I insisted that I still wasn't a songwriter, nor was I one of "those people" – the creative type. Recently we took a little break and attempted to re-group and write again. I tend … Read More […]

  3. I love how you reminded us that being creative is a result of the Creator within us. Here’s to birthing great things!
    walk in beauty.

    • Jules Smith says:

      Thank you so much for reading my post and for your comment. Love your blog! I write poetry myself and for some reason had never thought to post them on my blog! Thanks so much for that inspiration!

      God Bless!

      Jules

      PS I noticed your pics from Nova Scotia…my baby sister lives in Arichat.

  4. yes, please post your poetry. Arichat is on Cape Breton island – a beautiful part of Nova Scotia. We have friends who live not too far from there. it’s always a joy to visit.
    walk in beauty.

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